i threw up recently.

day before yesterday or so i threw up. friday. i drank too much. ive been thinking about what i should do with my life. it is self centered to say but i do wish to set to work on an epic. i am a coward in many ways. bleh. christmas was alright. keep it all very simple.

beat.

i went on a date with the only non-autistic tgirl in colorado, i took her to a bookstore run by the most autistic man who doesnt realize hes autistic, i also got a new lens, 70-200mm, i took pictures of the girl. she is extremely beautiful. i wanna bite her. im on call with one of my sisters.

today.

oh today i am a fool, i sat bored and didnt write of my adventures, i make a try at an exit from twitter. oh those lands, new york city calls back to me. shush about seattle soup. i think i might be falling for gwendolyn, but it is the time of long nights and it's so much easier to fall then. read about proto-indo-european and culture and investigate some poetry too. oh cant forget that hastily put together a song, only in the loose words, for a friendly weekly competition. sat and enjoyed. it was a calm day, which ended with calling gwen and reading poetry to her.