14.

seder, the wall in the astrodome, wintey, glasses, hanging out with the girls. date with cerise. blur. a mix. french poetry. last night i stayed up late to watch the residence. im a dog. talking about poetry in rencord. reading a lot. finished travelers and travel liars. work was fine today.

nineth.

today i dropped off film.

my dad gave me a shawl.

i got guac from work.

and im thinking about the end of the world

and how i need to clean out a pipe,

and clean out a room.

mateo asked about lost collar.

im blogging again.

temperance wrote a poem and it was very nice.

i finished watching pluto.

it was good.

im rocking the frida kahlo shawl.

26.

work today. got handed a recipe. 

a slowness and a drum.

wake up, get dressed, jerk off, lately ive been wandering around observing raceplay servers, a very pathetic sort of sight. meet chloë after half an avocado, pickup whitney, drive to denver, coffee, meet other transgenders, pickup drum scanner from gen x man. go back to boulder, unload, cosmos pizza, film transgenders, wonderful. then aviv swings by, talk and chat and car and fake cigarettes and wonderful. wonderful ween. beautiful. back home, sushi, dessert, sleep, vc with cerise puppy doggy.

23.

talked to people ig. it was a day that happened.

lament.

i learned she died. yesterday i watched a video about john spear and worked.

thank you ake. i love you. i will visit your grave.

i threw up recently.

day before yesterday or so i threw up. friday. i drank too much. ive been thinking about what i should do with my life. it is self centered to say but i do wish to set to work on an epic. i am a coward in many ways. bleh. christmas was alright. keep it all very simple.