7/24/2024.

vc'd with jackknife. catherine didnt want to drink water but eventually did. she ate. audrey cried. i want to hold her. i sat and enjoyed the sun. did a bit of art. didnt read enough.

7/21/2024.

today the sun shined. im traumatized but getting through it. ran into an old friend. read a bit. i love my friends. worked on music. im going to be alright. im a wonderful strange girl and i get to love wonderful strange girls.

nineteen. finished vilém flusser's writings

the tetra life will be a good life. tetra, although she is without true morals, flung into various corners of the earth, and still a small girl, is finding her footing for at least a little while. worried today. but tonight it is ok.

18th. july.

splendid isolation by warren zevon. what a song. what a truth. i stand on high buildings. im still unsure what love is exactly. vilém flusser i quote you.

love is trying to complete a circuit, it's trying to make two people share a mind for a little while. 

seventeenth the july.

people think a blog has to be long. it doesnt. i saw new primary care doc today. i got pastry. i called audrey. i made "music". hanging out with catherine. i need to apply to jobs. im just a doggy. sometimes short is good. it can store a lot of information.

16,

nitrous oxide. nyx texted. ears ringing. meet jackknife. no audrey call. album art. vc with catherine. idk what love is. tried waiting for winter for too long. my memory is pretty good honestly. i want to kiss my wife. if she even is my wife. idk what a wife is. i am tetra. i saw g-d's bones today. dental work does that. brush your teeth audrey. i love hot dogs.too eepy.

7/15/2024. hike today.

i think about art.