blur, bergson, 薄暮, an ode to my wife: part two of prerequisite materials for a portrait of america.
i am going to go see audrey. audrey is a weird girl i met online in december twenty twenty two. or there about. i dont know when i fell in love with her. but i fell in love with her. i love her so much. the tax payers bill of right (tabor) is something that colorado libertarians put into our state constitution. this year i got eight hundred dollars thanks to it. five hundred of that is letting me hold my audrey. i call audrey my wife. we arent dating. but i love her so much. she calls me her wife.
ive thought a lot about visiting people.
but. this is the first time im properly visiting someone. getting on a plane or train to do it. im going to get my life in order so i can hold my wife everynight of my life eventually.
woman is destroyed by two brumal winds, spends eleven months trying to get her standing again, goes to visit weird digital girl, returns to colorado and gets her life together so she can maybe go study art history on the east coast or something.
i get knocked down, but i get up again.
fall in, fall in, fall in to my arms audrey.
Some Notes On Weddings.
this piece isnt about audrey. it's a little bit about her. i made it as notes for an intro to judaism class. i want to hold this weird girl and know her completely. i would marry her if she wanted me to. but we are both scared neurotic girls.
little girl, smash glass underfoot, first of many endless visits.
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