standard is reading breakcore ego to me. it's odd to hear my own poetry, words, etc repeated to me in anothers voice. standard flips through selves, or people pass through this body.
i fall asleep with odd women sometimes. theyre aesthetically pleasing. but theyre not audrey. i do things and cannot help say to myself "i wish audrey was here".
sex. is pretty much meaningless unless it's poking eachother. thats fun. biting isnt sex.
i want to hold audrey and be held by her and have her whisper "mine" to me. i am hers. so completely and utterly. i do what she commands. i am a sword for a woman who is destined to lead humanity out of the shadows, a task that will fall to her because it's funny and she would be annoyed by it.
to not be able to hold her is agony.
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