tiger's tussle.

yesterday i released an ep entitled tiger's tussle. it is about trauma and trying to let go but not. i considered putting crosses instead of "t"s in the title because that way no one could write it as Tiger's Tussle. it's not that. it's all lowercase. i hate when people capitalize things i dont want capitalized. like my name. it's always lowercase. same with tiger's tussle. rym makes you put names as capitalized. which i understand. but also thats not me. it's all lowercase. seeing Death and Desire in Denver fills me with a sickness. i am working at a grocery store again. i am kinda weak and unfocused but i enjoy working. i am surprised i havent broken up with audrey or done so but then apologized later. lex walton qt'd my tweet and gave me exposure. i liked that. i have a complex relationship with everyone. i believe people change. ive changed in countless ways. all the track titles are lowercase. i believe in whimsy. i think i want to have sex with someone who if i had sex with her would lead to some social problems and im not entirely she would want to have sex with me. i would be easy to brainwash. people tend to believe what you tell them. im autistic and my special interest is lying. ive had a fairly fucked up life. i want to hold my girlfriend. id let a guy hit if he had the correct kind of he/they energy. i wish women i loved were more possessive of me. but i think i might get freaked out about that. but i wish i could see. if a woman calls me her little girl then i am hers. i am unfortunately your stereotypical doggirl breakcore producer. i wish people were honest with me. im stll not sure why i like things to be lowercase, it's definitely partly neuroticism, but also none of these things are important and thus why theyre lowercase, but also i like making people listen to me, to not ignore me, to go "i dont get it but i will respect it", i am defining my work as non-academic, because i am a small unimportant little girl but one who should be listened to and respected.