"take care of my socially anxious son that i fucking hate".

wokeup, margo was there. it had tea and i had iced coffee and we played backgammon which was fun. last night me and thorn smoked a cigar and looked at the stars and then later had hot gay sex where i called it mom and it called me a little shit and fucked me violently and we pawed off together. it came on m-fops' face. it is so beautiful and i love it so much. that was maybe the best sex ive had. it put a cigarette out on me too. i love it. it was scary and hot. 

we listened to very good music. Taxxon. i liked being pathetic and small for it.

we played backgammon and it won. was gonna go to boardgame night but thats next week. we cuddled and i pawed off, it was so pretty. last night i got so small and started calling it mom and then it forced me down to worship it. i walked with thorn to the bus stop. it got a cool new bag. i kissed it goodbye and have started casually calling it mom. i then age regressed for a bit after mommy left, i wasnt a good maid today but i did get really small and cute. and i watched good soviet cartoons :). i love my mommy/mate because she is so pretty and smart and creative!!!. i want to be her little girl for forever. i like listening to her and she wants me to make her proud. but uh uh yeah i got small just like now.

im eepy. 

watched the first episode of new who.

then called ve and watched Ncuti Gatwa episodes of doctor who and some were good. 

talked to Crescent when i was small.

hungout with val and oshina. went wandering about. need to write more about it. cu campass. whatever the word is. then at their place we performed a ritual to put a mouse spirit at rest.

then val drove me home and we watched a cum town bit.

started watching orge girl manga.

oh yeah oshina and val helped a guy replace a tire. the night is a wonderful world.

it was a fantastic day.

i want to hug my mommy because shes so pretty and soft and nice to me.

im goad that situation with my mom is doing better. heheje mountain goats playing. goooodnight. more writing tomorrow.

im so glad i get to exisy...