dear good i wanna d13, this year seems like a bust. i really dont know what id do if this relationship ended. i feel slow. i am so sorry i hurt it. i want to understand it. wokeup at Shiv's, Whitney gave me coffee. i had slept badly. how long is this going to take for it to decide if it wants to kill this thing we have. well it's me who killed it. i cant make any progress with thinking until i talk to it. but i have to stay away. if it doesnt talk to me by the end of the month i will probably end it all. no no i cant do that. im a middling artist but i need to put something out before i die. L left in the morning but she pet me a bit before that. im back home. do i do music or dwarf fortress?. i dont know. i just dont know. i need to be held. i am a weak small thing. i will regret saying all of this. i want to go to a rave with it.
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