today i got an hour and a half of sleep and im thankful for it. made cinnamon buns and then went to picnic and had a good time. i blocked thorn mentally from vision other than some looks to keep track of location so can avoid. i did track too much but had lovely conversation. i felt happy though. im loved by many. i have good poems. i will let a girl crash at my place. i like hanging out with rose. i am glad i get to exist in the sun and dress snazzy. but there at the picnic i know the ideal of the love-object and the love-object itself were a sea apart. i want to become a luthier. i have a lovely life. i will go out and read a poem aloud in the morning. i went to friendhouse and then did dnd and oh what a joy!. watched dilbert and had curry and now going to bed with robyn. today was the first time i felt happy in ages.
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