august fourth.

i had a nightmare about my sister last night. i dreamed she was refusing to leave my room, i cut her with a small knife. it was so small. like an almond. im waiting for my life to restart. to resume. thats not how life works idiot. i am not use to trauma dreams. i need to clean my room. iron t hawk slings songs. i should so shrooms. i am a dog. i am tetra soho. i offered to let my tboy coworker hit because he is leaving and it would be funny.