Managerial Mindset.

there is a manager at my work i do not like, but in a way respect her inhumanness, her forced smile, "right on" she says. i think she is not a person at work. i have to respect making yourself a uncracking persona. this is however of course a symptom of the society of alienation. im reading The Last London. she is a person that would have a harder time existing in London. in cities you are forced together, you cannot possibly wear that customer service smile like that.

apparently allen wake is just Twin Peaks. why retell a story like that. theres that quote by Steve Albini about sandwiches, thats also true with games and a lot of movies. you can go out and pirate a surrealist novella and you will enjoy that much more. 

i think to be a manager is to be inhuman, or the american kind. the leftist coworker finally seems chill with me. 

the new guy lives at a hotel for now. i hope he finds an apartment soon. 

in winter you (i) are slow.