i dont know fully. i talked about the things i wanted to. i got to exist with þorn. we gonna get sandwiches soon. it's just laying down for a rest. talked about repressed anger. change, i was holding it back from changing because of my fear of being discarded and just existing to help women to get to a better state. i think i like how it has changed. i love it still.
i think. we could have a relationship again. it said i needed more closer friends.
and that it was tiring of the relationship because it felt like it couldnt get me to be open with it. talked about sex and stuff.
i really did traumatize it but. we can work through that together. or it can work through it alone or with other entities.
we got together and felt close and there wasnt us. digging deeper and deeper into eachother.
we didnt communicate. and oh how we needed to.
it wanted us to be equals but i wanted to be a servant. and shouldnt have done that.
it all happened quite fast. or well. it happened at a slow rate. it happened at the pace it needed to.
i shouldve more expressed actual desires and been explicit.
i still do feel like it understands me most of all. and. i want to understand it in a full and beautiful way without being possessive.
og thorn is here.
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