A Thousand Flowers.

i need to write my life into the stars. this week i had T over. it then broke my heart. i invited a girl over and gave her bread. T-Dawg came over and we talked about borderline. got cane's. i love you world. i think i vc'd with ve at somepoint. i need to stop drinking. i am dying. i went to the gallery with robyn and we saw things and i loved her. had W over, sucked her a bit. watched flcl. watched Casablanca with a girl. i really liked the weekend with Eve despite everything. we went to seven eleven. today we went to waffle house. they dont got waffle house in Kansas. one day i will read that ([∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆]) and it will break my heart. no. that will never happen. i learned ancient secrets. Temperance don't fuck with me no more. oh well i still got Eve and Robyn and Melissa and Mithos and Sofia and Val and Chloe and Shiv and Samantha and Cresent and Addison and Ve and Aubrey and so many girls. i got a thousand friends. and i wish i could know them fully and well. i liked Denfur. "are you addicted to life?", me: "i think unfortunately so". i know a thousand eyes. i may be evil but at least i am kind and trying. i love the world. i told my dad about things. he was understanding. Addison is back in town. i need to be one hundred and twenty nine foxtras. i am afraid i r@p3d thorn. oh well.

enough drinking.