Elvis In Memphis.

yesterday i played Degrees of Lewdity. had dinner with Dad, G, and B. talked to a new girl by request of Lucy. today i watched more Fantasy High. i had an important conversation with Gretrude. i rode back with my dad and got good times and called winter. now on call with the new girl. i wasnt centering Thorn's feelings. i thought that self-flagellation was a useless thing after the T and Winter incident and the long poem but i think it's an important step in figuring out what to do. i do regret it. nearly cried. i. want Thorn to be alright and i hope i dont see it until it wants to see me. and maybe not then. im afraid of hurting someone again. i wish someone told me to knock that shit off and reflect sooner. ugh. i was thinking about myself too much. i want to turn back the clock so i dont hurt it. i rushed things. i fucked up massively. i will hold this in my heart for forever.