But Joe, you're ten years dead.

today was spent with Carli. wokeup and thought about Babar and so thus watched two episodes. made egg in the hole for me and her. she reminds me of Eleanor in a way. we hungout and listened to music. asked if she could do an injection for me because it's her injection day. she didn't have needles so had to go out to the Target by Costco to pickup her prescription. while cuddling she cried and she said "oh I don't want to say" and after Costco she told me that yeah she did like me in that way. which, i figured, because girls get attached quick in these days. me and her before this talked about my relationship troubles. after that Thorn messaged me and I don't know how to feel. i wish i could love Carli in the way i loved Thorn but i dont think thats possible. im less mad at Thorn now. because i too slept around and did drugs in my early twenties to press the boundaries of experience and to make friends. sometimes sex leads to short friendships and it's better to just play card games. sometimes sex leads into good friendships. i wish i could be friends with everyone i had sex with. me and Carli had pizza. we didnt do my injection. she did hers. i jogged. we watched isekai slop together and it was good. had a trazodone that she gave me. i await the future.