it's nearly two. (when i started writing this).

didnt get to bed by ten tonight or last night. hate myself. joined vc with Maeve, talked about the paat. today i painted, wokeup at eightish. watched planes videos. read a bit of dm guide. didnt clean, well maybe cleaned. painted erotic art. vc'd with S, C, and R. it was fun. was drunk. talked about ttrpgs and stuff. was fun. engaged in kinks i wish i didnt have. oh well. ate cheesecake. need to walk and exercise more. talked to G. being a girl is hard. drinking water rocks. wrote encounters for planescape game. 

sexuality is weird. didnt talk to thorn today.

i am, a thing. oh well. focusing on gaming.

(wrote this yesterday but it didnt send).