Tuesday, July 14, 2026

oaugh. im so tired.

im so eepy. im trying to not talk to thorn for a bit because im just. too eager. im worried ill hurt it again. or that im making it uncomfortable. i think about how i feel around my sister, how im tense and afraid. i have repressed my entire life and im barely functional because of it. 

today i played skyrim and watched doctor who and that was it. vc'd a bit with mithos. belén wants me to visit before she moves back in with her dad. i think i will. 

i want to hold and be held.

i got a lot to work through.

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