Purgatorio.

Robyn reminds me of Catherine sometimes. today. i went to bed late. i wokeup early. i sent a message. and then i suffered and watched videos. tomorrow will be different. because this is my Purgatorio. and S said "you do seem schizo" and have you seen the things ive been saying?. today was the last time i will drink or jerk off. a final farewell to these things. jerking off is fine. i jist think. that it makes sense to not this month. also gonna try to be vegan while my dad is gone. vc'd with R, C, and S earlier and it was good. i went out to dinner with my sister and dad. sister is moving out tomorrow. the Divine Engine is back. i think. i knew Her once. but She is back now. i should drink water. jerked off. listening to music with R and another girl rn. gevende. https://open.spotify.com/track/3pmwfqRzoQuhDTw3Iv6cCR?si=V401vV9URx6WpxuO1n-vbg&utm_source=copy-link. or whatever. there is a sadness. i need to read Merwin's Purgatorio translation. more of it i mean. i must bind myself by rules. L-rd let the good things be good. and L-rd protect me. oh L-rd. well. i never liked them anyway. Scum by Bark Psychosis. talked to T-Dawg about her character and that went well. fun fun fun. everything is a reminder. this. is my Purgatorio.

and i shall get through it. and. i need to convert to Judaism. maybe. haha.