Turn Left

got up, got ride from Eleanor, bried conversation with Carli about something. i hugged her goodbye. picked up a friend of Eleanor's. went to picnic. met Ellen and talked to Shiv and Whitney. started raining so Ellen left. Thorn showed up so i dissociated. i wrote a poem about this. 

but thats about sadness. looking back im going "damn i probably was disassociating but memory is fucked". was wearing sunglasses in part because the lens of mine popped out. the drive with Eleanor made me sad. because went by old roads that traveled to Thorn's place. got burgers with Eleanor and Eleanor's friend at Good Times. they got my shake order wrong but it's ok. went to park and ate and then went to poetry reading and met Ellen and good poetry and some not good poetry. went home. watched doctor who. went to bed now ig.